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by hellsworth

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said I got me those insecure blues when I hear myself out loud I don’t know what the fuck I’m gonn do if I don’t find some way to let it all out my confidence feels torn apart and I constantly need reassurance I'm tryna let go what’s inside of my heart till I overthink and get discouraged man... I don’t know what I’ll do with all of these insecure blues said I got me those insecure blues whenever I hear the sound of that voice telling me what to do cause it’s yellin' that nothing I say is allowed nobody don’t give a damn I’m afraid of the person I am I try to explain anyway that I can till I realize none of y’all understand.. I just feel so confused from all of these insecure blues
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dramatic 02:10
I'm so dramatic nothing pleases me I hate to admit that it drives me crazy sorry that I care so much I just wondered how you been cause we seem out of touch lately.. maybe I just need some space understand your in a place maybe I made some mistakes push and pull me to my grave you can see it written on my face I'm so dramatic nothing pleases me nothing pleases me I'm so dramatic its become a habit I'm self destructive turned into an addict give me something I need my fix I just wanna numb the pain until you don't exist why I gotta cause this drama probably got it from my momma I got problems you can't solve em please approach me with caution cause this disease will make you sick I'm so dramatic nothing pleases me nothing pleases me
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relight 02:16
when you can’t stand the fear of being this alone wish you could take everything and just be at home but you know damn well that there’s nowhere to go got to pick yourself up now learn to hold your own no matter how hard it gets got to grin and bear look on back on your life there’s someone out there who cares whether or not there with you now there’s still a love you share with a friend who understands life just isn’t fair if somebody out there tries to feed you abuse put you down in a way, that just isn’t true with your back to the wall, what are you gonna do? stand up for yourself, win or lose remind yourself that you’re not who they say that you are and it took a whole lot to make it this far remember that it’s never too late to restart re-light the fire inside your heart relight
4.
suicidal daydreams people say I’m crazy visions are all I see everything is frightening life changes in seconds never learned my lessons lost so many best friends I stay independent ...ah I aint afraid no more let’s hang out and go explore no escape with no return you are mine and I am yours suicidal day dreams people say I’m crazy death is all around me I’m feeling surrounded memories are clouded will I live I doubt it memories are clouded will I live I doubt it take off and go anywhere all the thoughts I never share I used to be so prepared now I just don’t even care
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no exits 02:54
came up from a broken home now we’re out here all alone never knowing where to go there’s no exits on this road can’t change the path we chose teach ourselves to learn and grow reach out now and don’t lose hope life‘s worth more than what you know so lonely on this road it gets hard out when it’s cold with nobody to hold the streets take in my soul where do we all go dug my way out of this hole the outside seems so unknown try to hide away for good you can’t run from your problem we’re just kids from twisted homes system split us long ago answered questions that they told mother's gone and it’s our fault when everything gets low and weakness starts to show use this as a chance to grow you learn the most when you’re alone she can’t turn back on that road it’s been hard since you’ve been gone there’s nobody at home we’ve been left out on our own brother Owen we’ll stay strong what the hell went wrong when they ask what’s going on don’t speak up or they’ll take mom they don’t know where we come from before you know it she’ll be gone

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released July 25, 2021

written and recorded by Steven Ellsworth
produced by Kaiser Sound Productions kaisersoundproductions.bandcamp.com
album art drawn by Steven Ellsworth

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