suicidal daydreams
people say I’m crazy
visions are all I see
everything is frightening
life changes in seconds
never learned my lessons
lost so many best friends
I stay independent
...ah I aint afraid no more
let’s hang out and go explore
no escape with no return
you are mine and I am yours
suicidal day dreams
people say I’m crazy
death is all around me
I’m feeling surrounded
memories are clouded
will I live I doubt it
memories are clouded
will I live I doubt it
take off and go anywhere
all the thoughts I never share
I used to be so prepared
now I just don’t even care
credits
from live takes,
released July 25, 2021
written and recorded by Steven Ellsworth
produced by Kaiser Sound Productions
additional guitar and bass on doubt by Josh Kaiser kaisersoundproductions.bandcamp.com
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